White Horse

hello

2011-02-09T18:50:00.000-08:00

HOHOHOHOHO

2010-12-30T22:03:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO MERRY CHIRSTMAS!HAHAHHAHA EVERYONE

PROMISES

2010-11-19T07:58:00.000-08:00

a picture speak a thousand words bye!

Hello

2010-10-21T01:43:00.001-07:00

busy?not really,cos trying to lose weight,epic fail again. haizsss LOL

NAME

2010-10-15T19:08:00.001-07:00

why are you soo cute,humble,positive person,always smile (Y)!

THURSDAY

2010-10-13T18:21:00.001-07:00

okay now gonna ah ma hse! over nite! i will spending time with her and read read READ! friday will be my cousin wedding!gonna miss net!:(
just came back from gym! :D

WEEK

2010-10-13T16:53:00.000-07:00

this week was BUZZA.slacking,rotting,and went out with my cousin,and joanne,went to funfair at sunday was great!but didnt win IPAD :(
HAHAHA oh went out with winnifred!
soo yeah catch-up session haha.well my friend keep telling me to drink beer and wine and many more,and i say no!they are soo irratating. I dont drink at all!yeah i noe,i will be your perfect kind huh!haha! i drink soft drinks or fruit juice!

GOTTA

2010-10-13T16:47:00.000-07:00

okay exams are throw in the bin!
so i have alot of things to DO!
-read all my story book finsh
-design my new hse (moving at 10dec)!
-gym everyday! (aim 42kg)
-swimming once a wk!
-SHOPPING lots of it with friends!
-ah mas hse over nite!
-recording with SAMSON MIC!
-improve vocal!
-edge conference!
and many more,it goes on and on.
oh lets PARTYEAH!

FREEDOM

2010-10-13T16:42:00.000-07:00

I HAVE FINSH MY NLEVEL.
got my report book,and i wanna thank god that i got 1st in class.
and a great day wil be coming.I cant wait.

SINGAPORE

2010-08-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

today I went the one of the YOG game,it was sooo cool!but one of them fell off the bicycle.and was bleeding damn bad.and i gotta hi five with the person that came in 1st!!is JAPAN!YOG: Japan's Yuka Sato wins first ever Gold medal of the Youth Olympic Games,hi five with her leh!!!!! :D hahahha too bad i wash my hand already hahahaha

NDP

2010-08-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

kk

2010-08-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

hi wasup prelim 1 has ended,now prelim 2

ouch

2010-07-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hi,i am a slacker,bye

♥

2010-07-23T17:11:00.001-07:00

gonna study hard.gonna work hard,gonna get my aims.
gonna fight back for what i must have
♥

LOVE

2010-07-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

when the time i got my result,sadly i retain.i did not understand it at all,like WHY ME,or why not others,than asking myself am i a failure,and i did not accept the fact i retain.retain is like losing friends,losing your trust and faith in yourself,losing the confidence in yourself,finding yourself a failure,is like locking yourself up in the dark room.is not easy as it seems.is like going back all over again.RETAIN is a lesson learn or you can say is a wake up call for me (: I like my life now,my class,my new teachers.somehow retain is not really a bad thing after all.because my life has change for the better, I thank God that i got top for Math,Physics,Chemistry,Amath in my class.i didnt really study before the exam this time (:
love

Bored

2010-07-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

HANDSOME

2010-07-10T16:58:00.000-07:00

i miss those days in april.
this is a picture of david when he is in singapore.
handsome little boy.down to earth guy.
and i left with SS and chinese papers.
nvr study much.
cant wait to know the result.
after my nlevel i wanna treat my net people PIZZA NEXT!haha
nlevel is coming.YES!!come fast and finsh fast.i dont want to face the schl anymore.
i swear if i RETAIN again.
i swear i quit schl.and go do other important stuff.

wanna know what is my plan #1 in life?
-get good result for nlevel.
-get good result in olevel.
-learn guitar and piano all over again
-give tution for 1yr and save up the most $20 000!
-get back MQ (my vocal teacher) learn from him for 2years.
-go nashville get brettmanning! for 3yrs
-when i have that voice,make a proper youtube video and get record deal at nashville
-when i have the voice,try SG idol than A-idol
-make a movie of my life. call CLITCH MIRE,DEAR DIARY
-than try to find david archuleta and become friends.hah.
-go to africa,feed the poor,and share the word to them.that God love you
.......
........and many more

BOOKS

2010-06-24T03:24:00.001-07:00

books make me wanna sleep
books wanna run away frm things.
books want me to fail
books books!!argh :(((((((

LONDON

2010-06-21T06:07:00.001-07:00

RESONATE

2010-06-19T01:56:00.000-07:00

one word AWESOME!

SCARE

2010-06-08T06:06:00.000-07:00

MATH
CHEMISTRY
AMATH
PHYSICS
GEO
SS
ENG

i pray for all A1 this time!
have faith and work hard hard hard!
okay dang is only 2weeks and 5days to PRELIM 1!!!!!!!!!!
scare,super scare i fail all!

Love

2010-06-06T06:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder how's it gonna feel,Will my first love be true and real,I know I'm not a little girl anymore,Cause I'm feelin things I've never felt before,Sweet sensations and anticipations,Calling commotion to my emotions.Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire,Will my love come in the pourin rain,Am I ready for the joy,Am I ready for the pain,Am I ready for love.

FALLEN

2010-06-05T01:24:00.000-07:00

this is soo wrong,But i think i am fallen in love with you.
My heart beat is so fast when i see you around.
i am sorry,but is the truth.

Sparks fly it's like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you ,Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I ,Know you better ,I am trying
Not to tell you ,But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say ,So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head ,I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do ,I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life ,and now I found ya

JUNE

2010-05-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

finally is june!
FINALLY.

thursday to friday STAYOVER NIGHT AT GLENDA HOUSE!!
friday net outing!!
sat-WATCH MOIVE THE LAST SONG WITH joanne and marcia!and edge!

and the rest of the days revsion days!
dang dang dang!

SCAR

2010-05-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart,Why would you wanna make the very first scar?

FLYAWAY

2010-05-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.
I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,
Oh, but life goes on.
Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

BUTTERFLY

2010-05-23T16:56:00.001-07:00

not studying.
take soooo many pictures.
DIE!

HEAVY

2010-05-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

heart pain
time pass so slow
heavy eye bags
mugging with hot coco everyday.
scare for prelim exam.
counting down to freedom.

KILLS

2010-05-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

there is soo many thing,i wish i can write it here.
but there are too many.
i feel like crying out loud now.
i can feel the stress about everything.
i can feel the heat.
i can feel the stress even my some friends say i am stupid.say that i cant do anything right.they look down on me.
or saying no big deal getting good grade,as you retain.
it just kills me inside.
too many thing.not just one thing.i swear

17

2010-05-01T17:06:00.001-07:00

SNACKS,BBQ,CHILL,SLACK,CAMWORE,
PARTYEAHH!
BEFORE 17 + midnight = sleepy haha

BDAYS

2010-04-30T22:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO CATS!

FAITH

2010-04-24T17:20:00.001-07:00

get good grades for NLEVEL AND OLEVEL

have a boyfriend like DAVID ARCHULETA.or DAVID ARCHULETA ALONE!haha

go to nashville recording studios to make my CD and make music videos.

act with jim carrey in just one movie only.

sing infront of thousand of people.

THE END

WHY

2010-04-14T03:40:00.000-07:00

she may be just a amath teacher in my life.but she help me alot in my life.
Like i never ever get above 4marks for any amath exam since sec3.
but now A1.
and she stay back,when i need her help.
she told me not to give up.
she takes care of me.
oh god hear my prayers and see the tears in my eyes and her tears in her eyes.
pls, I beg you.pls help her.pls do.i trust you oh god.you know i do. pls i pray that my amath teacher has nothing wrong ,wont grow blind.
oh i pray that God jesus christ,will help my amath teacher.oh pls help this kind teacher.oh god.pls! she needs you.she still has kid.
i dont wish to change amath teacher.
i pray that she dont grow blind and i hope that
things go well.

FIGHT

2010-04-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before,you've lost.its to have faith that someday things will change.

FRIENDSHIP

2010-04-04T02:25:00.001-07:00

i can feel this.This things inside me
this friendship we have is fading really fast.
it seems our friendship last time was good.
but now after i 'retain'.things has change.
we go out together everyweek.
we call each other to talk about lots of stuff for hours and hours.
til our parent nag at us.
And i even forgive you,that you forget my birthday for 3 times in a row.
even my other friends still rmbr my bday.but
in fact when the day after my birthday,i told you that my birthday was yesterday
you say nothing.you didnt even wish me.but i still forgive you.

we laugh real hard when,we saw something funny.
we do things together.

now you dont call me on phone anymore as what you use too last time.
you dont ask me out for a very long time.
you seem to be away from me,when i want to talk to you.
you always give me a fake smile when i see you.
you always cancel the outing that we have,ever since.
and i rmbr you say that i cant make it at all for this things and that.

it seems like is not you anymore.

i guess,if this is what you want.
i have nothing more to say.
people always say friendship always last long,i say is all a lie.

LIFE

2010-04-02T17:10:00.001-07:00

Can i lead a normal life after Nlevel?
like able to go outing with friend.
like able to do what i like.
like able to go youth camp.
like able to attend more stuff in church and other stuff
like able to go to grandma house.(which i only can go after nlevel)
(ps i miss grandma)
like able to stay overnight at my grandma house together
like able to attend my close friends and grandma birthday party.
like able to have spare time for myself
like able to go out with cousin and aunty.
like able to attend my close cousin wedding.(i cant,because is during nlevel period)
(and i know that my cousin thinks i am selfish,but i am sorry.i have to do this.to get what i want.i have to be selfish in some ways.oh pls forgive me.i am sorry)
like able to get back on my Prac lesson
like able to play hide and seek with other kids at the other side.
like able to go back to my piano lesson.
like able to say yes to every outing.
like able to be like other kids,which have no worry
like able to make my parent proud of me for my study//(but fail)
like able to get out for 4 small walls,every day i face alone.
like able not letting my uncle and cousins,school mates looking down at me.

is hard
but i dont even think of it.
i dont even think.
i just wish i can just pass the most easy exam.like nlevel.
but i cant even pass the simple exam.
i have fail before the most SIMPLE EXAM OF ALL!
can you beileve it.
i never ever thought that i could...
nvm.

but i just hope i can pass this year.

is always nlevel this nlevel that.
life is tough
I gave up everything just to study.
i mean EVERYTHING.

hoping to pass my nlevel,is just my wish now.
just hope yeah just hope.
thats all i can think of it now.

just Hope for the better

PROMISE

2010-04-02T02:04:00.000-07:00

I promise i will get better grades next time.
I promise to do well in my ss and geo when school start next week.

SCHOOL

2010-04-02T00:31:00.000-07:00

wants school to start now.
is getting very boring now.
school hurry start.
i rather to have stress than waiting for the nlevel to be over.

MONTHS

2010-04-01T05:31:00.000-07:00

I did it! (:

I overcome CA1 (:

STRESS

2010-03-29T20:06:00.000-07:00

My 4marks GONE!!!! i know how to do but but but!!i dont know why :( :( :( :(
I AM SUCH A FAILURE!!!!!
i just stare at the exam paper. just tell me why!! :(
just tell me why,am i such a failure. anyone? :(
every marks count.you know what i mean.every exam is important to me,if you know what i really mean.

how i wish i can go back to the past and rewind everything that i did.but it seem, i cant go back to time again

STUDY

2010-03-27T23:42:00.000-07:00

feeling so tired
feeling so down
feeling so sad
feeling so stress about studying and other stuff.
but hey girl just hang in there.lets do it together.
lets hang in there.i know how you feel.
i have the same problem as you do.
i know is hard.i know it is.
i know is tough.i know is hard to accept the fact.
but we must hang in there.
no matter what.
is it march,which is coming to the end.
april is here!we must hang in there.
And i am sorry for been selfish.
I need to do this,to get what i want.
i have reason.i need to do it.
not to prove to anyone.is to prove myself that i am not a failure.
I am sorry.
these are not lyrics i get from anywhere,this
are from my heart.this is what i want to say.

STORY

2010-03-27T17:15:00.000-07:00

just one more paper.just one more amath paper

hang in there.i can do this

CLITCH

2010-03-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

Whatever comes our way, whatever battle we have raging inside us, we always have a choice. We can choose to be the best of ourselves. It's the choices that make us who we are, and we can always choose to do what's right

TERMS

2010-03-25T20:23:00.000-07:00

MATH,PHYSCIS,CHEMISTRY was easy but my SS AND GEO AND CHINESE IS DIFFICULT!

I will run the race,till i see your face

STRIVE

2010-03-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

It's just a sad picture,final blow hits you,Somebody else gets
What you wanted again and again,You know
It's all the same,Another time and place
Repeating history, getting Stronger now.
From things that never found
They might be better,But we're faster.
And never scared

ENDURE

2010-03-11T05:47:00.000-08:00

Winner will gain,Loser will have pain.
Endurance wasn't built in a day.

RUNNING

2010-03-01T04:59:00.000-08:00

i hope i will not be running away from problem.
i hope i can overcome all of the problem,We've come this far,It can only get better,I know it hurts,For what it's worth,It can only get better.Might be easier to say than to do.
is hard i know,it is.
but faith is been tested.
got TEST tmr till friday.
i will blog maybe after CA1.
cant do anything much though.
just eat,sleep,bath,study,pray.

but all things come for good.

TIME

2010-02-23T02:23:00.000-08:00

i am lost.
i am very lost!
just feel like plucking flowers.Or just wanna sit there do nth.
I FAIL my SS for the third time!and geo also!i try my best!but (Y)
but at least i dont get one digit anymore.becoz last time my geo and ss always get zero or a digit.i am stuck at 30 to 45 range in my hum!WALAU :(
and i got full marks for AMATH! for the third time this year! :D
woots.
common test in amath,physics,math NO KICK!
but my chem,ss,geo (i am still having struggle!)
booohoooo :(

WHY WHY WHY WHY! :(
i cant fail hum again or not i will surely RETAIN!againnnnn! :(

No way!

ICECREAM

2010-02-20T03:14:00.000-08:00

ICECREAM MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY.
just eaten a coco icecream! :D
today eat,surely next day sick.

HOPE

2010-02-19T18:51:00.000-08:00

i still fail my SS for the second time!whats wrong?
i dont get it. urgh hate SS :(
but i pass my amath.
my amath has improve alot.
but ss. (Y)
i got 3 test next week.
now i am making notes.
this week was great.
my father won,and he got $$$$
and i got a so call I TOUCH HP for free.as my father pay 8 dollar.
MY FATHER BUY A VERY BIG BIG BIG VERY BIG TV.
today amath test was not bad(:
teacher treat me MAC! :D becoz i anwser correct!(:
teacher treat me coco for amath test.
physics teacher say i am the only one who pass physics in the class (:

hope next week school will be better.
just hope it can only get better.
i pray

LIFE

2010-02-16T05:15:00.000-08:00

Life is like that.
i should just follow it.

DISTANCE

2010-02-12T00:04:00.000-08:00

someone tell me today saying..

Whatever comes our way, whatever battle we have raging inside us, we always have a choice. We can choose to be the best of ourselves. It's the choices that make us who we are, and we can always choose to do what's right. "
i guess this is soooooo true!

And I dreamed
Of a far off place
The crowds will cheer when they see my face
And a voice keeps sayin'
This is where I'm meant to be
I will find my way
If I can go the distance
I'll be there someday
If I can be strong
I know every mile
Will be worth my while

WED

2010-02-10T00:00:00.000-08:00

today is wednesday.
I got back my class test geo i fail by 3marks.
and i am very disappointed :(
i got study for geo!!!! but how come FAIL :(
i want good grade,not just pass only.

BASES

2010-02-09T04:30:00.000-08:00

CHEM TEST TMR!AND SS TEST IS ON THE FOLLOWING DAY! :(
now i need to do is chem revision,read geo notes(if possible)!!!
sooo dead.

CHEM WITH SALTS ACID BASES ALKALI!!memorise.
oh AIR ALSO! :(
sooo many

a song that understand your feeling.
a song to give you hope
hope tmr will be a better day for me.
thats all i hope for.

JOLLY

2010-02-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

hope this week will be a better week.
i feel like i gonna be sick.
well since 2010 1st jan ,everyday is the same till now.
i love my Amath teacher and my chem teacher this year.
i think i love chem and amath because of them.hahaha
they teach great.
well last year i got like zero or one digit for amath.
now is FULL MARKS!heh TWICE ALREADY I GOT FULL MARKS.
GOD IS DAM GOOD! :D
Chem last yr i got zero all the way.now i got FULL MARKS FOR TEST!(:
my ss and geo teacher teaching is (not bad) HAHA(:
and ps/i love ss,geo too.
hahaha what a shock right?

REPRESENT

2010-02-05T23:12:00.000-08:00

i got chem WS.
Chem nlevel bk two chap.
eng ws.
math ws.
math unit one bk.
physics text 4 chap (test next wk)
chem text 3 chap.(test next wk)
ss ws for hmk.HOW TO FINSH?!?!?

i am happy is gonna weekdays.
i am sad that i need to do my hmk.
and sooo many hmk.

oh thanks feby for lovely surprise letter and necklace.I know you love me HAHAHAHA (:

STORY

2010-02-04T06:58:00.000-08:00

you saw me there, but never knew
that i would give it all up to be
a part of this, a part of you
and now its all too late so you see
you could have helped if you had wanted to
but no one notices until its too, late to do anything

how could i ever, try to be better
nobody ever, lets me in
and i can still see you, this aint the best view
on the outside looking in
ive been alot of lonely places i've
never been on the outside

PRAYERS

2010-02-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

i have just done my geo,and did some amath question(:
some how, i was still wondering again.

Dear God,i have one question to ask.
will i pass,if i study smart and work hard.Will I Still Pass?
Will I?

TRIOGONO

2010-02-02T03:44:00.000-08:00

just came back from school.
now is 7.50pm.
8pm i will be studying.
today was a good day,well normal day.not as bad.
but is alittle boring though.very stress.
i can handle it,because i know god will give me strength.
feel like eating ice cream now.heh
I need to memorise geo chap 11 notes later!(:
oh i got 4 test this week.

I wonder what are you thinking.
Tell me what you want to know.
And i will tell you.

FAB

2010-02-01T01:26:00.001-08:00

Dear blog,today is 1st FEB!
i am soooo proud of myself, it has been a MONTH!
I have overcome a mth!GREAT! :D
i loveeeeee it!
i feel like screaming out loud to say I HAVE DID IT!
it has been a busy busy busy month.
A month.WOW!time-flies!
now i got around 9 more mths left!
i have study hard within a month.
is great huh.
trust me,i was very lazy last time.
A MONTH!

thank god!

love huiping

nights(:

SUNDAY

2010-01-31T08:02:00.000-08:00

I didnt finsh my homework.today is sunday i did chem only.
But i think i learn alot already.
and i am happy about it
is 12am now anyway.is time for me to sleep.
Monday is here again.
hope that i can manage my study in school.
ps/gladys soh i cope some pica from your blog.becoz i think is cool.

Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good,his love endures forever.

1 Chronicles 16:34 (NIV)

START

2010-01-30T21:36:00.000-08:00

okay today is sunday.
just came bcak from church.
i got 9 homework i need to do.
i only did Amath ws yesterday.
I got physics test that is chap 9,10,16,17.
chem ws,ss ws,eng ws,read chem book TWO chap.
Amath exe 6B,6D,6E,6F.And Amath revision.revise geo ws because got test!
and four chinese story book must read all by monday by Mr Ng!
i gonna be very busy.wish me luck.
oh i got to start now.because today is sunday! OOPSS!
SOOO CIAO PEEPS.
hope that monday will be a good day

WISHES

2010-01-30T21:24:00.000-08:00

Everyone is excited about chinese new year.
The fact i am not excited at all.
because i need to face soo many cousin,aunty and uncle.
And most of them surely will ask how is my result.Ask which school am i.
as i retain.i am a normal stream.
and surely they ask about my Nlevel.
i dont want to go for chinese new year thing.
How i wish

NOTHING

2010-01-29T16:53:00.000-08:00

I WISH SCHOOL WAS JUST SCHOOL.
SCHOOL WITH NO STUDY.
I FEEL SOMETHING INSIDE ME WHICH I SCARE THAT I WILL FAIL MY NLEVEL EXAM AGAIN.
WHAT IF I TRY SOO HARD.BUT I SCARE I BLANK OUT ON THAT DAY.
I DONT KNOW WHY.BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO RETAIN AGAIN.
DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL.THESE FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN STUDYING HARD.
I MAY BE A NERD OR GEEK WITHOUT GLASSES THIS YEAR,BECOZ I WANT TO STUDY HARD AND GET GOOD GRADES.
NEW TEACHER,NEW CLASS,NEW FRIENDS THIS YEAR,EVERYING CHANGE.
SOMEPEOPLE IN MY SCHOOL MAKE FUN OF ME.
LOOK DOWN ON ME.
EVEN MY FRIEND IS KINDA AWAY FROM ME.
BECAUSE I AM A *NOTHING PERSON*
I AM ALONE, ON MY OWN, AND THATS ALL I KNOW.
I WILL BE STRONG,I WILL BE WRONG,
BUT LIFE STILL GOES ON.
EVERY NIGHT,SOMETIMES I
WONDER,AND THINKING,WHY THIS MUST HAPPEN TO ME?
IT HURTS,BUT I WILL SOON GET OVER IT.
I WILL TRY TO OVERCOME IT.
NOTHING MUCH THOUGH 2010 JUST STUDY ONLY.
A YEAR OF STUDY.
I AM ALL ALONE NOW WITH GOD.
BUT I WILL CHANGE FOR BETTER.
NOTHING REALLY MATTER NOW.
I JUST WANNA STUDY!
And sometimes we change our minds.
Feelin' like i just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.
And we know it's never simple
And i want Breathe in the other side.
To have fun like other people.
But i cant.

Things are not as easy as it seems.

FALLING

2010-01-19T03:04:00.000-08:00

I don't know but,I think i maybe
Fallin' for you,Dropping so quickly
Maybe i should,Keep this to myself,Waiting 'til i
Know you better
I am trying,Not to tell you
But i want to,I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling,But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time,Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to,I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya,I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

NEWLIFE

2010-01-13T01:49:00.001-08:00

life is kinda good soo far.
i become more understanding.
i change my attitude in class.
i do my homework everyday.
i change for a better person.
i never ever sleep in class.

these are the change that i make for 2010 so far.

2009
i sleep in class.
i did not do hmk.
and sooo on.i skip lesson.
skip school.

okay now gonna do home work leh ciao.

NEWYEAR

2009-12-31T18:27:00.000-08:00

sometime i wonder.

but anyway.new year 2010 will be a thing that i will change alot.
things are different.
but i will change for better and stronger.
no matter what nth will stop me.
i promise study hard,sing hard.
i hope in 2011 i will see the result.

SINGOUTLOUD

2009-12-22T23:25:00.000-08:00

my vocal teacher say that i improve my singing,but i have fail my study.
my vocal teacher say you need singing and study together.
if you put sooo much effort in singing,why cant you put in your study too.
what you have put in for singing,also must be in study.
when come in end of 2011.
singing and study will be the thing that will change your life.
do the best you can.
you cant run when you dont even know how to learn to walk yet right.
singing (i am half way there)
study(i not even there yet)
starting 2010 i must study hard and sing hard.
but how oh lord jesus christ.
it is hard.
very hard to focus.
my singing takes my time everyday.
everyday i spent 3hours to 4 to sing.
and i have schooling.
after school,than start singing and train my vocal.
after that i feel very sleepy.
oh god,i pray i dont feel sleepy.
i pray that you help me every single day.
oh lord jesus christ.
God i pray that i will not be lazy in 2010.
i pray that my singing will improve soooo much.and much much more.
i pray that i will study hard.
i learn a big lesson already.
it hurts.
i fail some many times.
and yet you gave me chance to start again.
lucky i dont go ite.
but i pray that i will be very hardworking this time.
i pray that my dream and goal will come true.
oh lord i trust in you.
oh god i pray that you hear my prayer.
oh jesus answer my prayer.
i pray all this in jesus name.

TRYING

2009-12-21T21:27:00.001-08:00

Me and kailin,We have promise each other something.

i will miss them like yingxuan,amanda,ho tong,clara,glenda,jason tan,winifred,fastest boy runner. the year 2011 will be terrible without them.

this feeling is terrible.
i dont think you know how i feel.
why why why me?!?! :(
WHY!
but life still goes on.

I dont know what i want, So dont ask me, cause im still trying to figure it out.
Don't know what's down this road,
im just walking.
Trying to see through the rain coming down.
Even though im not the only one,
that feels the way i do.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.
I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,
Oh, but life goes on.
Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

DIARY

2009-12-18T07:36:00.000-08:00

oh gosh i cry today like 7 hours non stop.trust me.
anyway i am fine now.
thanks everyone.
sorry i cant meet up at gladys soh house just now for net.
i was very sad.i dont want to spoil any mood there.

and thankssss you all!for the sms that some of you all sms me to cheer me up.
thanks you all!loveeee tons!

i read the bible just now.
and i just choose a pg.

and i was shock.

the bible say faith is a test.if you fail a test,lord wants to build me up not tearing you down.

well it really wake me up.
when i walk up,i saw my result.i started to cry.
i could not stop.
i wasted one year.
now another year is gonna waste.

but i should give up like that.

i have fail once,twice.
and i am not gonna fail AGAIN EVER!
i mark my word.

I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreamin'
But theres a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember Most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'

And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing, on
'Cause theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its The Climb

Yeah

Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
Its all about
Its all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep the faith

SEE

2009-12-15T20:13:00.000-08:00

i did my prac and gym!before 12 pm!
i am proud of myself.
but studying later.gosh i feel tired.
i am in holiday mood dude.
christmas is coming.
man! i dont feel like studying.
i dont even know my result yet :(

SAD

2009-12-14T20:51:00.000-08:00

i dont think they beileve me.
i am not that type of person.

PLAN

2009-12-14T18:40:00.000-08:00

wait school starting right.

okay here it is.

monday to thursday
school-exe-prac-study with my study buddy

friday
school-exe-prac-study with my study buddy-net

sat
lesson-exe-study with my study buddy

sunday
church-exe-prac-study with my study buddy

this is it.
follow it and press on when school start.
school mates when you see me been very playful in school.pls
say oi huiping study!!!!!!!

thanks (:

FIVE

2009-12-14T17:10:00.000-08:00

i am sixteen.
i have five goals in my life.no more no less.
wish it will come true.
dam it!i am really working hard at it.
hours and hours every single day.sometime i feel like giving up.
because i feel tired.
oh god help me.
i trust in you.

and i think i know what to do.
for telling me.
thank you lord.

pray hard my nlevel result.
beacause if i retain.i will be doom!
plssssssssssss
just pass.

-GET SUPER GOOD GRADE IN OLEVEL
-BECOME A COUNTRY SINGER
-DUET WITH TAYLOR SWIFT AND DAVID ARCHULETA
-MAKE SURE NO ONE GET HUNGRY IN THIS WORLD
-GET A WONDERFUL BF LIKE DAVID ARCHULETA.

this are my five goal.no more no less.

GOALS

2009-12-13T03:37:00.000-08:00

i have 5 goals in life if you didnt know.

now i going gym every single day rain or shine hahaha

now i have a study buddy,and she is gonna be wit me til olevel(gonna meet up everyday)

now i have prac every single day

now my vocal teacher wants me learn new song.(My Valentine by Martina McBride)

PARTY

2009-12-11T15:37:00.000-08:00

WONG

2009-12-10T17:01:00.000-08:00

SING

2009-12-08T20:51:00.000-08:00

well i have been prac-ing singing and more careful in pitch.
see the pic.is edvidence hor! hahaha

i want my vocal teacher come back to singapore fast!!!

though i know he is busy.

and i have been exe.
ard 10kg to lose MAN! :(

okay i never study.oh boy.
sorry peeps.

i did try.

i guess i still in holiday mood.
hahahaha christmas(:

COFFEEBEAN

2009-12-08T00:30:00.000-08:00

AMK HUB-KFC-COFFEE BEAN-CHRISTMAS TREE-INSTAX FLIMS with ying xuan today!(:
more in facebook(:

DAYS

2009-12-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

wed-airport [cousin]

friday-christmas party with cousin

? -outing with buddys

20dec-church party!

23dec-christmas party with friends

SOH

2009-12-07T15:32:00.000-08:00

lots of love (:
gladys soh,ces zhang(:

STARBUCKS

2009-12-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

today i went gym,prac,nap,lunching with family,glenda!

NOVENA-ION-WISMA-STARBUCKS WITH GLENDA! :D

more in facebook!(:

LOKAZOO

2009-12-07T00:33:00.000-08:00

exe and prac is a no problem for me,doing that everyday but
i dont know why i dont feel like studying.
i need a study buddy.that really want to do well.
anyone? guy or girl?anyone?

is like everytime.is time for me to study,but i didnt study at all.
i just cant focus. :(

I WANT A STUDYBUDDY!!!!!!!!!

YUP

2009-12-06T04:46:00.000-08:00

went out with glenda today! :D

500 C is down! :D

TIRED

2009-12-02T00:05:00.000-08:00

well today

i woke up at 5am to run
till 9am.

than 9.30am, i was prac-inggg till 11am

than 11am went to sleep.

12pm woke up.

12.30pm tution till 2.30pm

than 3pm study till 4pm.

than now going orcard with my mum to study there.

i am sooooooooooo tired! help!

i barely open my eyes now.
oh boy.
tomro edge conference whole day for 3days! :D
busy

i want to play,like other kids.

NYC

2009-12-01T19:58:00.001-08:00

if this is my prom dress in 2010!it will be supreeeee! :D

it never meant to be.

POST

2009-11-29T18:23:00.001-08:00

just did workout for 2hour! (running)

now prac-ingggggg! (2hour)

after that math tution (2hour)

than go cousin house.

what a day!:D

cant wait to surprise some one in christmas (:

spring chicken,grape wine,muffins,present,card,banner.

AGAIN

2009-11-28T04:53:00.000-08:00

went for another wedding today! :D
it was awsome!

HAHAHA

you may ask,what have i been doing these few holidays.

studyyy(4 hour),PRAC(3hour),Exe in gym(6 hour)!
everyday though.

yeah,wait i do lots of work out like running.
and i was 60 kg.
now 62kg!?!?!?!
what is this siaaaaaaaaaa :(

i trying to lose weight.
in gym for 6 hour everyday.
and you tell me i gain weight?!?!?!
and i didnt eat that alot!! :(
heeeeellooooooo!!i am trying to lose 20kg.

AIR

2009-11-27T23:14:00.000-08:00

many things happen this few days.
many wedding to attend.
stayover!
tally runnezr!

CRAZY

2009-11-26T23:23:00.000-08:00

just did workout for 5hour!:D
lost 250grams today! :D

holah!

now prac for 2hour.
later at night wedding event! :D

BUSY!

VOICE

2009-11-21T04:43:00.001-08:00

singing out loud in the room with close door! :D with all taylor swiftyyy songs!
just now warming up!prac-ing for 2hr already.
kays i shall record how my voice sound. I bet i sound like shit HAHAHA!
me can hear only!!shall close door and click PLAY. giggles
FOCUSINGGGG!

kays my voice has improve! happy YES!celebrate YES! haha i say i improve.
but it does not mean i very good.
i need loads loads of prac!
i have understand my voice more and more.
i like it.
i like the way it is.
hope that my dream is reality in 5 years time.
hope that fairy tale is real.

mum made hotdogs and egg with toast bread AWSOMEEEE!!!:D

doing some recording now! yipeeeeezesss
stayover tomro plus granny birthday :D

HURTS

2009-11-20T19:15:00.000-08:00

I do not know is true a not.
I hope is not true.
I dont know.
I am lost.
i gonna fly some where far far far away here.
so that i can have a better life there, than here.
i just seem to dont understand.
I dont even know what is happening.
And i do not want to know what is happening.
to see love one suffer it hurts.
but i must do it,is for your own good.
I gonna miss you all.
Bless them oh lord.
hope is not true.
hope is just a dream.
fights over fights.
blame over blame non stop.
my love ones cry.
cry over cry
hurts over hurts.
sometimes it hurts.
beating over beating.
pls be over soon.
why cant people just live happily ever after.
is it sin?
is fairytale always be fairy tale.
I am scare.
you are not gonna walk alone.
i am sorry.
these words are not lyrics.
theses words are words in my heart.

oh
ya thanks people for cheering up for me.
i have watch jimcarrey movie (A christmas carol 3D!) it was cool movie! :D
STAY-OVER SOMEONE HOUSE TOMRO!:D for a week!
PACKED OF EVENT tomro and this coming week!:D (bowling,movies,BBQ,birthday party,two wedding dinner,events,dinner and more special dinner for a week)! :D
I CAN LEAVE WITHOUT FACEBOOK A WEEK!

is time for MEDIA FAST!:D

FUTURE

2009-11-19T07:40:00.000-08:00

this colourful one is my hotel idea! :D cool huh:D
the rest like ET,CASTLE,.. will be shopping mall.

but the pyramid will be SPORTS,ARTS,MUSIC,MOVIES. I call it the SAM island (:

my plan for singaporeeeee?
i will bulid this building,it will be cool RIGHT?!:D
it will be future huh yeah.

oh i call up the guy of the capital land CEO.
talk about my idea though.
he say,he meeting me at next week mon!CIAO :D

oh just came back from chalet.
oh and is opp changi hospital!! :X
scaryyy neh,i sleep alone in the room,with mirror every where :X
SCARY!
using blanket to cover myself.
close my eyes tight
-no joke i cant sleep at all.

2nd day-went home with jason tan and kengyee

this friday-go lunch at aunt house and net grp
this Sat- aunty outing
this Sunday- church event!(ps-ASTON) :D

should i loveeee holidays or hateeeee holiday?

man!

SINGAPORE

2009-11-18T08:02:00.000-08:00

this is singapore,some of upcoming 2010.
some are already there.
is it beautiful?

HAHAHA i think is COOL!

and the castle is amazing!

upcoming in 2011
issssssss
World Orchid Conference singapore!!!:D

haha i love my hometown.

i have an idea,why not they build the world lagest Pyramid shopping mall!!it will be
AWSOME! :D

OPPS

2009-11-15T07:24:00.001-08:00

sooooo dead didnt prac for a longgggg timeeee :(

gosh.

next week busy like crazy
chalet.
two wedding to attend
church event

soo again,no timeee to prac.

oh boy.

after chalet i start to prac all over again!
is a MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!

SURPRISE

2009-11-14T22:58:00.000-08:00

Off to surprise someone today.

went out early in the morning with CES!

and it was FUN FUN FUN!:D

loveeeeeeeeee themmmm BOTH!

i will be always there when you need me.

loveeeee youuuuu! gladys soh,ces and and and REEN! :D

hope you like my surprise too huh.

:D

i feel good surprise someone,or give someone.
as it is worth it.

life is amazing!

chalet oh boy is tomro,didnt pack yet,lazyyyyy

30 dollar :( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man i wish my dream come true.
i wish that i need not work hard.
i wish that i am rich.
i wish that i have a BUUZZZAA life.
i wish i were famous.
i wish i were pretty.

but guess what, God told me that
life is about working hard and tell everyone he is the creator,than you will reap what you sow.
having to bulid faith.
when i am rich,i shall give the poor.
when i have my dream come true next time,i will tell everyone god bless me.
and how he bless me.

AIR

2009-11-13T01:26:00.000-08:00

:D

loveeee.million thanks for being there for me.
help me.care for me.stand by me.
thanks (L)!

WORDS

2009-11-13T01:24:00.000-08:00

xueying is AWSOME!
lovee her.miss her.

thanks!

FOLKS

2009-11-12T21:16:00.001-08:00

loveeeeeeee you all! :D

thanks for been there for me for soooo sooo many years.

thanks especially

cherly tang,sherilyn sia,victoria,janice,peijia,feby,sarah!

loveeee youuuu

loveeeeeeee

2009-11-12T06:09:00.000-08:00

tomoro is farewell choir party. (:

miss sherilyn sia,xueying,victoria,cherly,janice,and many more.