I WISH SCHOOL WAS JUST SCHOOL.
SCHOOL WITH NO STUDY.
I FEEL SOMETHING INSIDE ME WHICH I SCARE THAT I WILL FAIL MY NLEVEL EXAM AGAIN.
WHAT IF I TRY SOO HARD.BUT I SCARE I BLANK OUT ON THAT DAY.
I DONT KNOW WHY.BUT I REALLY DONT WANT TO RETAIN AGAIN.
DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL.THESE FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN STUDYING HARD.
I MAY BE A NERD OR GEEK WITHOUT GLASSES THIS YEAR,BECOZ I WANT TO STUDY HARD AND GET GOOD GRADES.
NEW TEACHER,NEW CLASS,NEW FRIENDS THIS YEAR,EVERYING CHANGE.
SOMEPEOPLE IN MY SCHOOL MAKE FUN OF ME.
LOOK DOWN ON ME.
EVEN MY FRIEND IS KINDA AWAY FROM ME.
BECAUSE I AM A *NOTHING PERSON*
I AM ALONE, ON MY OWN, AND THATS ALL I KNOW.
I WILL BE STRONG,I WILL BE WRONG,
BUT LIFE STILL GOES ON.
EVERY NIGHT,SOMETIMES I
WONDER,AND THINKING,WHY THIS MUST HAPPEN TO ME?
IT HURTS,BUT I WILL SOON GET OVER IT.
I WILL TRY TO OVERCOME IT.
NOTHING MUCH THOUGH 2010 JUST STUDY ONLY.
A YEAR OF STUDY.
I AM ALL ALONE NOW WITH GOD.
BUT I WILL CHANGE FOR BETTER.
NOTHING REALLY MATTER NOW.
I JUST WANNA STUDY!
And sometimes we change our minds.
Feelin' like i just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.
And we know it's never simple
And i want Breathe in the other side.
To have fun like other people.
But i cant.
Things are not as easy as it seems.
