NEWYEAR

sometime i wonder.

but anyway.new year 2010 will be a thing that i will change alot.
things are different.
but i will change for better and stronger.
no matter what nth will stop me.
i promise study hard,sing hard.
i hope in 2011 i will see the result.

SINGOUTLOUD

my vocal teacher say that i improve my singing,but i have fail my study.
my vocal teacher say you need singing and study together.
if you put sooo much effort in singing,why cant you put in your study too.
what you have put in for singing,also must be in study.
when come in end of 2011.
singing and study will be the thing that will change your life.
do the best you can.
you cant run when you dont even know how to learn to walk yet right.
singing (i am half way there)
study(i not even there yet)
starting 2010 i must study hard and sing hard.
but how oh lord jesus christ.
it is hard.
very hard to focus.
my singing takes my time everyday.
everyday i spent 3hours to 4 to sing.
and i have schooling.
after school,than start singing and train my vocal.
after that i feel very sleepy.
oh god,i pray i dont feel sleepy.
i pray that you help me every single day.
oh lord jesus christ.
God i pray that i will not be lazy in 2010.
i pray that my singing will improve soooo much.and much much more.
i pray that i will study hard.
i learn a big lesson already.
it hurts.
i fail some many times.
and yet you gave me chance to start again.
lucky i dont go ite.
but i pray that i will be very hardworking this time.
i pray that my dream and goal will come true.
oh lord i trust in you.
oh god i pray that you hear my prayer.
oh jesus answer my prayer.
i pray all this in jesus name.

TRYING

Me and kailin,We have promise each other something.

i will miss them like yingxuan,amanda,ho tong,clara,glenda,jason tan,winifred,fastest boy runner. the year 2011 will be terrible without them.

this feeling is terrible.
i dont think you know how i feel.
why why why me?!?! :(
WHY!
but life still goes on.

I dont know what i want, So dont ask me, cause im still trying to figure it out.
Don't know what's down this road,
im just walking.
Trying to see through the rain coming down.
Even though im not the only one,
that feels the way i do.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.
I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,
Oh, but life goes on.
Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

DIARY

oh gosh i cry today like 7 hours non stop.trust me.
anyway i am fine now.
thanks everyone.
sorry i cant meet up at gladys soh house just now for net.
i was very sad.i dont want to spoil any mood there.

and thankssss you all!for the sms that some of you all sms me to cheer me up.
thanks you all!loveeee tons!

i read the bible just now.
and i just choose a pg.

and i was shock.

the bible say faith is a test.if you fail a test,lord wants to build me up not tearing you down.


well it really wake me up.
when i walk up,i saw my result.i started to cry.
i could not stop.
i wasted one year.
now another year is gonna waste.

but i should give up like that.

i have fail once,twice.
and i am not gonna fail AGAIN EVER!
i mark my word.



I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreamin'
But theres a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember Most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'

And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing, on
'Cause theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its The Climb

Yeah

Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
Its all about
Its all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep the faith

SEE

i did my prac and gym!before 12 pm!
i am proud of myself.
but studying later.gosh i feel tired.
i am in holiday mood dude.
christmas is coming.
man! i dont feel like studying.
i dont even know my result yet :(

SAD

i dont think they beileve me.
i am not that type of person.

PLAN

wait school starting right.

okay here it is.

monday to thursday
school-exe-prac-study with my study buddy

friday
school-exe-prac-study with my study buddy-net

sat
lesson-exe-study with my study buddy

sunday
church-exe-prac-study with my study buddy



this is it.
follow it and press on when school start.
school mates when you see me been very playful in school.pls
say oi huiping study!!!!!!!

thanks (:

FIVE

i am sixteen.
i have five goals in my life.no more no less.
wish it will come true.
dam it!i am really working hard at it.
hours and hours every single day.sometime i feel like giving up.
because i feel tired.
oh god help me.
i trust in you.

and i think i know what to do.
for telling me.
thank you lord.

pray hard my nlevel result.
beacause if i retain.i will be doom!
plssssssssssss
just pass.




-GET SUPER GOOD GRADE IN OLEVEL
-BECOME A COUNTRY SINGER
-DUET WITH TAYLOR SWIFT AND DAVID ARCHULETA
-MAKE SURE NO ONE GET HUNGRY IN THIS WORLD
-GET A WONDERFUL BF LIKE DAVID ARCHULETA.

this are my five goal.no more no less.

GOALS

i have 5 goals in life if you didnt know.

now i going gym every single day rain or shine hahaha


now i have a study buddy,and she is gonna be wit me til olevel(gonna meet up everyday)


now i have prac every single day


now my vocal teacher wants me learn new song.(My Valentine by Martina McBride)

PARTY

WONG

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SING

well i have been prac-ing singing and more careful in pitch.
see the pic.is edvidence hor! hahaha

i want my vocal teacher come back to singapore fast!!!

though i know he is busy.

and i have been exe.
ard 10kg to lose MAN! :(

okay i never study.oh boy.
sorry peeps.

i did try.

i guess i still in holiday mood.
hahahaha christmas(:

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AMK HUB-KFC-COFFEE BEAN-CHRISTMAS TREE-INSTAX FLIMS with ying xuan today!(:
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