FAITH ALONE IS NOT ENOUGH

today is MONDAY! is nt sunday btw
i saw the teacher celebration,it was -.-


hahaha i am serious.


anyway.
gonna sleep,take a nap
and after that boil egg to do vocal thing.
prac later ard 4pm?

than go novena later to buy bible.

than go grand ma hse stay overnite(:

and i have not been studying HELP?!
i knw no study,means no future.
so HOW?!
HELP!!!lol



I do not have any talent.
and i understand that.
And i know i dont have any gift.
but i knw through christ all things are possible.
and i cant have faith alone.
I need to work hard also.
I cant just sit there do nth.
day and night i pray
day and night i work hard.
guess what, things has change soo cool.
that i cant even imagine it.


GOD SAY ASK AND YOU WILL RECEIVE.
THATS WHY I AM STILL LIVING BY FAITH NOT BY SIGHT.
AND THATS WHY I STILL WAITING TO SEE THE FRUITS THAT I BEAR.
IT TAKES TIME

WHAT I HAVE DONE AND GONNA DO

-earn 100 dollars within 4hrs!
-finsh art leh!:D
-waiting for art result,like ard dec than come out!
-gonna but new bible
-bible study today for two hours!
-get right size of eggs for vocal
-5 things has happen to me(:
-gonna start eating lesser.
-teacher day!!!!celebration
-prelims is here
-Nlevel in two weeks :X
-nt prepare at all for my exam:X dead serious
-olevel art(SCARY)!:X

WORKING HARD

well i did art
and i have no time to do my n level thing:(
soo i do nt know
but i will try
2wks now.
scare
really!


and didnt prac:(


plss let me pass nlevel
give me a A2 for art or A1!!!!!!!!plssssss
i work real hard on it.
and i want to see the result fast!!!


scare to retain:(

JOURNEY

I THANK GOD FOR EVERY THING!!God is amazing.
MY TONGUE IS totally FLAT when i prac yesterday!!!!!!!!:D
good news hehehe for me.
it must be flat,so it will not break.
and it will not damage vocal cord!!:D

LOLS.soo cool lah.haha

today i ate fish ball noodle, 8 pieces of sandwiches,4 packet milo,14 dumpling,pork noodle (big bowl),2 big bowl of curry rice,two banana cake,big mango!!omg eat soo much sooo fat!:X lols

guess what is my weight?


guess
guess some more.
..
.
..

IS

64kg!!!!!!!!!!:X

FAT FAT!!!
153cm SHORT!!!:X

haha

lol who cares anyway
haha.
art tomro.today art also.

nvr prac today:( :(

tomro prac:D

prac is tiring.i swear haha
but now work hard,sweat more,bear fruits.
reap what you soul.

waiting for that moment to come(:
but i need to press on.
nvr give up.
fight for my dream.

ONE WAY

today i came back early.
and now i can prac like finally!!!
hahaha
6.45pm than i prac bah.
just eaten a subway bread with ham cheese,and a subway cookie!!!!YUMMMY:D

i wish i have B3 and above for my art.

and today the sports thiny in my schl at the hall the touch relay thing hahahaha it has embrassing.lols



people change
everyone change everyday
is only better or worst.
people will get new friends
and people lose friend.
and people dont even know they are losing their friends.
sometime how i wish,everyone change better.
but i guess most ppl change worser
things just change.
i guess i dont care anymore about people changing each day.
i will just do what i need to do.
and go one way that i always wanted to go.
and strive for the very best.

i guess i will be going one way only.
and no other way.
no one is gonna stop me.
and is all up to me and god.
i am going to get what i want in life.

and i will overcome it.

A JOURNEY THAT MUST FINSH

did art like 1.15pm till 8.30pm plus?
and today i went marcus koh hse to do art(:
okay i am
super tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can faint now
hahahaha
but i nvr PRAC:(

tomro i think i cant PRAC:(

wed also cannot PRAC:(


give my vocal cord a rest(:
i am a human after all,that is what brett say.
haha

art art art
i wish i can get B3 and above!!!!!!!!!!!!!plsss

haha better an A2


PRAC,ART,STUDY.

i didnt study at all.
dont ask me,becoz i do art and no time to study.

i guess i will retain.

english i fail:(

tomro art-after schl,till 8plus again? for art
touch up,essay,black board.

YAY almost done in art!!!:D

but i must not give up now.
i must finsh and concenrate in my art.

and my prac-will be thursday than(:


A JOURNEY THAT MUST FINSH,I MUST NOT GIVE UP NOW!
in 3 things-ART,PRAC,STUDY!

SPEECHLESS

wow wow wow
cool cool cool!hahah
i am totally speechless.
why?
okay becoz amazing things has happen!
4things

1st -is i dont really talk to ppl that much,but i felt to talk to this person for the 1st time,he is the friend of my mum,the guy in my church he is frm africa.
god told me to ask him!this question.
soo i ask him,do your friend live in nashville?
he say yes.
he knows brett and he stay contact with him
and he have 3 friends live in nashville
and they are ard my age.

and one of his friend take singing lesson with brett!
so i ask him,can i stay with your friend in a few yrs time.
he told me,he will email them,and ask them.
but he say,surely they welcome me to stay with them.
as a few yrs later i will get brett.
but now i am under MQ!(:

and he say that he going to nashville to see his friend next yr!amazing haha


second thing is that
today during church they show this concert,sinemar for youth.
is 30 DOLAR!! i want to go soo bad,but i dun have the cash.
soo i pray in silent.
after church i was heading home,but suddenly this lady that i know,gave me a EXPENSIVE watch!nono i am serious haha
soo cool.and this lady say,wait girl,i have more for you.than i was like huh?
she took out her wallet and gave me 30 DOLARS!!!i was like SPEECHLESS!!!amazing
soo cool
thank god,now i can go for the sinemar!:D yay!!:D :D :D

haha well 3rd is
that i IMPROVE MY RANGE!!!!!!!!!
and improve my VOCAL CORD!!!:D
well he say that i improve everything!(:
happy,excited.
but i still know for myself, i still need loads of work!:D



last one is that i must pay and i know that i must give 600 DOLAR schl fee
but when i took the letter i was shock they minus 200.
than i was like my parent didnt pay.soo who help me pay.
but it was cool anw!:D


WOOHOO:D
sushi time!! XOXO haha

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

well today did art!went MQ lesson!and prac!
very tiring.
i didnt go edge becoz of art:(

staying back at schl at tues and mon,to do art.
pls give me a B3 above or A2 :D pls
lols
i didnt study for a week:(
i think i going to retain.

btw during lesson i have increase vocal range.
and MQ say that i improve again:D

ohh lol brett manning invited me for an event!!!
but to bad i dont live at nashville:(
haha

singapore is seriously hot now adays!!
but forever and always i love SINGAPORE FOOOOOOD!!!!!SHIOK
just press on(:

STRESS

art art today till 8plus!
and tomro MQ lesson at 10am,ART!i must do everything by tomro!!!
okay now i shall cut the picture thing for my art!
super stress neh. :(
i nvr prac today!!:(
3days!!never prac:(
haha tomro i MUST PRAC!!die die must PRAC haha

PRESS ON

i didnt prac today!!:(
and tomro i think i cant also!!:(


MUST DO ART!!haha
today tomro!!art!!!!must finsh!
lols


today i went home at 9pm :X
tomro i think the same time too!lols

okay i want to sleep now.
very sleepy!
tata ppl


i gotta press on in ART,STUDY,PRAC!

oh i didnt study today,and tomro cant.becoz art whole day!!


PRESS ON!!:D

ONE IN A MILLION

MQ and brett manning exe are amazing.is true.
i totally agree with taylor swift and the paramore girl haha.serious lols
it makes things soo much easier.it takes time.that what MQ and brett say one.
last time i do the warm up,i have a really hard time getting it.but now is all coming naturally.is cool(:
prac finsh than study for 2hr(:
daily stuff lols
later watch singapore idol.
seriously singapore idol is a WASTE OF TIME haha,i guess,like omgosh
soo many ppl just didnt know they just cant sing.lucky for me,i know my voice is the worst voice of all,HORRIBLE haha!!!!haha i judge worst than simon cowell.lols


treasure the things that you have.

TO MAKE THINGS SIMPLE

i want and i must!

16 years old -pass Nlevel 2009.(study only eng,math,Amath,physics,chem and do art)(after nlevel do olevel series till dec 2009)than do revision dec to june!after june do papers and papers.

17years old-O LEVEL 2010(AMATH,MATH,PHYSICS,CHEM=A1)(english and art and ss and geo=B3 and above.)


18years old-JC YR1(lousy JC also can,as long is a JC)it sound nice dude haha.take 2job too!2011

19years old-go nashville.2012



now 1pm go study till 3pm?
than prac 4pm till 8pm.
than daddy buy HOT MILO and peanut,butter bread for dinner later!:D :D :D
yummmmm!
after nlevel=steamboat,UP movie at Amanda house,shopping[ see no buy :( ]haha

holiday = 3hour prac!4hr study!after my nlevel! set arh:D



i am happy what i have.
i am bless what i have
i am thankful what i have
i am grateful
i am please with it
thank god for everything!!:D


everyone fail in life,but you gotta stand up,rise up.And learn where you gone wrong!
RISING UP every step.IS one step of success

LUCKY

after exam i went to do my art till
4.30pm, i shall go home at 4.30pm(:
5.30pm to 8.30pm PRAC!
8.30pm to 10pm study english!
tata

ALL BY MYSELF

now prac!!:D

later eat peanut,butter bread with milo!!:D

okay later shall study 1hr

tomro exam:(

i was talking to amanda and yingxuan on the phone :D


oh btw i have a cool gd news today haha ask me if you want to know what isit:D
i will not say here.



why i cant have the talent,gift,the smartness,the skill?
how sad right.

ohh MQ say i got chest voice
and mixed voice leh:D happy :D

but i am still finding my head voice:(
lols i still need to work at
whistle
falsetto
vocal cord
nasal cavity
soft palate
epiglottis
pharynx
jaw jutting
digrastic muscles
vowel
trying not to break
bridge
delination
larynx
licks
resonace
VIBRATO
vocal register

AND LUCKY I DIDNT TAKE BIOLOGY.haha all these are bio thiny.haha

oh my goshh soo many!!! anw
I MUST STAY
COMMITMENT!everyday i must PRAC unless i sick.lols

but i guess god wants me to bulid faith in him,as the process as i learn every lesson.is nt cheap is 80 dolar and hour!!!
i live in a poor family,daddy taxi driver.
mummy not working.
my parent need to feed my cousin,as.....long story anw

god wants me to know he will supply for me.
and i still having lesson,because god bless me!:D


but i gotta
PRESS ON,everything is possible through christ.
faith as small as a mustard seed,it can be a big thing.
is all about the hard work,so
NO PAIN NO GAIN.

just press on.
like i always say this
NO MATTER HOW SLOW I AM,JUST DONT GIVE UP.

ONE AND ONLY

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!

JUST GIVE ME 3 YEARS

today is saturday!my so called time table-MQ lesson,study for 2hr plus,prac for 1hr,edge,liar liar movie at channel 5 :D tata!

okay now is 12plus.
i finsh MQ lesson leh.
and now go study for 2hr!:D


omgosh wait david archuleta flew all the way to nashville to get singing lesson to get brett!!!you kidding haha ASWOME sia!!:D TOTALLY!!!have a blast david yeah!
cool!:D you can see my face bk pic the david and brett!:D

IS NEVER TOO LATE

is not the matter how long or days you do the work,is the
matter of hard work you put within every second.

just now i was doing art!
and now i going to prac!
after that,going to meet net later!
okay tata!:D
btw today is friday(:

THE WAY I AM

i can see that i am improving day by day,in my stuff,art,character and studies!(:
and is amazing to see the process.haha
but well i started studying like this week.i guess is too late,but i hope is not.
better too late than never.
but i really dun want to retain again.


when you seem that whatever you do,you fail every step,you gotta stand up and do it the other way that might work!work hard,and go bear fruits!
and bear more and more fruits!:D

IS BEEN TWO MONTH

Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus, John Michael Montgomery, Keith Urban, Brian White, Hayley Williams of Paramore, TJ Harris of Decyfer Down, Michael Barnes of Red, Mark Kibble, members of Take 6, Dia Frampton and many others.and i cant beileve i link with them!!
i am serious.

well i told a few friends about this.
but i cant resist the good news i must share right haha
LOL i have searching this for 2years!!and whatever tech that taylor have,i gonna have,is real cool right!!haha but i still need to work at it!




well everyone is like who is brett and what soo good about brett manning?
this is his real profile!




His client roster includes Grammy and CMA Award winners, artists on both independent and major record labels including Capitol Records, Columbia Records, Atlantic Records, Interscope Records, Lyric Street Records, MCA and Sony Records.

Manning's work also includes coaching the Broadway casts of “Les Miserables” and “Jekyll and Hyde,” as well as the Broadway tour of Elton John's “Aida.” He is the author of "Singing Success" the top rated "learn at home" vocal training program. Brett also has a world class vocal studio on Music Row in Nashville TN "Brett Manning Studios" where he teaches along with his esteemed associate teachers Dave Brooks, Jesse Nemitz, Sophie Shear and Chris Keller. Brett also teaches his vocal techniques through seminars and workshops around the world. Most recently, Manning was featured on CMT's television talent search

IS AMAZING!!!!like duh!hahaha
well i am like very happy!like totally!!!!!
AMAZING BUT TRUE!!!!!:D

soo brett manning have taught one guy in singapore.
and that guy has work with brett manning for 2years plus.
and now he is teaching me!!awsome,it has been two month!!
well i am excited.i have many loads of prove!
and is been real cool awsome thing!

ohh ya see this video than you will know what i really mean!! COPY PASTE:D


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zx2QNj6nJz0


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-GE9yEZLoM&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Eyoutube%2Ecom%2Fuser%2Fbrettmelody&feature=player_profilepage#t=127

COUNTING DOWN!!!!!!:D

THE CLIMB

today after schl went to art room to do art for 3hr today!tiring
but tomro i will be going too!TUES to FRIDAY will be my arty days!:D
now i in my room,i am PRAC-ing and TRAIN like siao haha.
ard later 8.30 i go study!(:


DO IT WHATEVER IT TAKES!AND JUST PRESS ON!IT DOSENT MATTER HOW SLOW I AM!
AS LONG AS I DONT STOP!I WILL GIVE MY VERY BEST I CAN!I GOTTA KEEP TRYING!
LIVE BY FAITH NOT BY SIGHT!

WHATEVER IT TAKES

I HAD A SUBWAY FOR DINNER!
NOW I AM DONE WITH MY PRAC!!:D
feel soo good after every PRAC!

haha.
now study time yeah.
okay now is 7.50pm,
i will start at 8 till 11pm(:
okay dokey hokey lokey ppl!
i have jason mraz blog hehehe!:D
okay tata,go study now!!!:D

ONE DAY

DREAMS ARE TO CHASE IT AND WORK HARD AT IT.DONT JUST SIT THERE DO NOTHING!
WORK HARD AT IT.endure!!
okay now i go buy HAM bread at SUBWAY!hungry now,like totally haha
than after buying,go home PRAC!!!
than STUDY!!!
i shall sleep at 11 LOLS
okay i shall do physics today!:D
tomro i shall do ART!
for now SUBWAY!haha

Waiting for yesterday

OMGOSH this song is the 1st time in this song i ever read the lyrics and i broke down and cry.
and i cant beileve i cry just reading the lyrics only and with the music been played!!
the song is amazing!!:D
it have been 4mths already since i saw david archuleta,i gave him my gift,he talk to me and his adorable smile!and he kept saying thank you to me,when i gave him the gift.and i shake his hand and i told him that your music is awsome,he was like AWWWW thank you,
hope to see you soon again DA.

here are the lyrics!

You and me, all alone girl
What’s going on?
Will you tell me what’s wrong?
It’s like you’re locked up
in your own world.
Oh, with nothin’ to say.

You keep me guessing,
But I see in your eyes.
He made you promises,
But gave you lies.
You’re shutting down
Because you’re so sure,
That I’ll be another mistake.

I know that he left you in pieces.
You know that I won’t be that way.
I’m not gonna treat you like he did.
Oh, Whatever it takes.
You think history is repeated.
You keep on wishing me away.
Oh, but nothing’s gonna change.
Waiting for yesterday.

Is it worth it any longer?
So scared of falling again.
Yesterday can make it stronger.
But why do you feel alone?
You know I love you better
than he ever did.
And this could be, all you ever needed.
Hold onto me and just remember.
Oh, no. Never let go!

I know that he left you in pieces.
You know that I won’t be that way.
I’m not gonna treat you like he did.
Oh, Whatever it takes.
You think history is repeated.
You keep on wishing me away.
Oh, but nothing’s gonna change.
Waiting for yesterday.

I’m the one for you tonight.
I’m the one for you forever.
If it takes a little time,
Whatever it takes, whatever it takes.
I’m the one for you tonight,
I’m the one for you forever.
If it takes a little time.
Whatever it takes, whatever it takes.

I know that he left you in pieces.
You know that I won’t be that way.
I’m not gonna treat you like he did.
Oh, Whatever it takes.
You think history is repeated.
You keep on wishing me away.
Oh, but nothing’s gonna change.
Waiting for yesterday.

I know that he left you in pieces.
You know that I won’t be that way.
I’m not gonna treat you like he did.
Oh, Whatever it takes.
You think history is repeated.
You keep on wishing me away.
Oh, but nothing’s gonna change.
Waiting for yesterday.

ALL I WANT

okay dokey hokey this is my soo called time table!:D

today i will
PRAC+STUDY+EAT AT ASTON RESTURANT WITH MY PARENTS=TODAY!

sat
LESSON+STUDY+EDGE+CHANNNEL FIVE YO MAMA.!=TOMRO

sunday
CHURCH+AUNTY HOUSE FOR DINER+TV SHOWS AT 1pm TILL 12am!:D =SUNDAY

mon
PRAC+STUDY+TV SHOWS AT 1pm TILL 9plus PM channel five!= MONDAY


HAPPY ADVANCE NATIONAL DAY!!woohoo

okay i shall nt blog till monday i guess(:


the days are getting really boring,i cant wait after olevel!!
like 1 more yr and 5mths,counting down though!:D

and daddy say if my result is like that

physics=A1
Chem=A1
math=A1
Amath=A1
English=A1
Art=A1 or A2 or a B4
SS=A1
GEO=A1


I CAN GO LONDON TO STUDY!!!:D


my current result now is
Physics=A1
chem=F9
math=C5
Amath=F9
English=F9
Art=C5
SS=F9
Geo=F9

okay that is bad LOLS

do you realise chinese is not inside?
haha i DONT LIKE CHINESE EXAM!
CHINESE EXAM=SLEEPING TIME!:D
hehehe
okay i shall end here.


tata:D

NO MATTER WHAT

i gotta tell myself,this everyday.
i will never quit what i am doing now,i gotta press on,no matter what!
is a step of faith,is a commitment,meant taking a risk,meant no turning back.
we win we praise god.we lose we praise god.
I will give all glory to god.
And i will testify the whole world.
Live by faith not by sight.
Every thing is possible through christ.
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime.
take one step at a time



so workhard,have faith and endure (:

I GOTTA KEEP TRYING

2pm to 6pm i shall study.
and 6pm to 8pm practice(:
8pm till 9pm ( use com and Tv )
9pm to 9.30 bible study(:

okay thats all for today!goshh i feeling sleepy now.
omg now is 2pm.okay tata!:D


PATIENCE,ENDURE,PRACTICE.
act differently,see differently,beileve differently.
and the result will be differently(:

I MAY NOT HAVE

well later i going to study at 12.30 till 4pm,i guess.
And 4pm till 7pm practice!:D
wheather i retain or not,it dosent matter,as long as i give my very best.
okay now i shall study and prac for today!:D


GO DEEP
was a step of faith
was a commitment
meant no turning back
meant taking a risk
meant working hard
will be the step of success.

IF ONLY GETS BETTER

today i manage to do 1hr study in english.
well my teacher say she thinks i will retain again:(
she say my N level will surely fail.
she say my english is HORRIBLE!:(

ya i know my english writting is horrible.lols.

but i will be studying,starting from today,i will be studying atleast an hour everyday.
start small right?lols

and today i did 3hr practice!:D it was the same though.


Than you will call,and the Lord will answer,you will
cry for help,and he will say.Here i am.
[isaiah 58:9]

MUSTARD SEED

my mum dont allow me go church today,because of tomro exam :(
but i didnt study,i was practcing for 2hr!
and i find that i improve alot from last time.MQ also say that i improve alot from last time,i 1st came for his lesson.it has been 2 mths already!!:D counting down.

well one more week till no exam!:D


I read this special verse today!i find it, this verse is COOL!:D haha
is in matthew.


God say because you have alittle faith.I tell you
the truth,if you have faith as small as a mustard seed you can say this mountain,move frm here to there and it will move.Nothing will be impossible for you.



cool right?lols

HERE I GO AGAIN

just finsh 2 hour of the session with MQ!
plus now is 3 plus i must prac and train!
and plus later got edge!:D